The TWW has commenced and I am not yet to the impatient part of the cycle where I acquire the POAS (pee on a stick) syndrome. I am just kind of…indifferent. I’m not absolutely excited, I’m not abundantly hopeful or down in the dumps or doubtful. For once, I’m just sitting here waiting it out. It feels good to not be worried and stressed and over thinking everything. I’m enjoying just being here in the present. I’m not counting days till AF or predicting what our due date could be or wondering when I will get a BPF. I’ve been keeping myself busy with a few projects and it has taken my mind off of TTC greatly! I even forgot that I was scheduled to O on Sunday! I started getting crampy and I thought that I was way early but I looked at my calendar app and go figure, it was time (don’t worry though, we didn’t miss “the window”).
My youngest brother is a senior this year so I’ve been working on getting his senior photos done. I’m almost ready to get an order together and send it to the printers. I love photography, its one of my passions. At one time, I even considered adding a page to the blog on helpful hints to take pictures. It has a very soothing effect on me. Its addicting!
I also bought some fabric to start a small blankie for Sylas. He has become attached to his “gimmies” as he calls them. We have to take one everywhere. He only has two smaller ones but they are the fuzzy baby ones that someone got for his baby shower. So I thought I would make him one. I haven’t sewn since I made his cowboy quilt for his bed but I am really excited to start this one.
I’ve also been getting ready for Trick or Treat with Sylas. He will be going as Woody and I will be Jessie from Toy Story. Its only supposed to be 47 degrees today so we probably wont stay out too late. I figured we would hit up my aunt’s house because its her birthday and she loves seeing him, and maybe the businesses on one side of the square. He doesn’t need a ton of candy anyway.
I hope you all have a wonderful Halloween and I leave you with one last funny sentiment: